March Rant

Hello and happy spring to all of you! Today marks the third year I have started blogging and it is the 13th anniversary of Lisa’s death. My how time fly’s and answers still remain elusive as the day she died. As I teeter on the edge I am beginning to realize that it has turned into a wonderful hike. I feel the cool air as I breath in the poison and I am surrounded by deciduous beings blasting out healing energy as I carry on. Two things spring to mind as some of the lessons I have learned, not only of Lisa’s death but for every death that followed hers, and there have been many. This is my flowing list;

My father, Uncle Eddy, Scott, Jenny, Heidi, Shadow, cousin Julie, Uncle Roger, Gwen, Ricky-lee, Rick, Barry, cousin Gloria, cousin George, Neighbors, work acquaintances, and now my Aunt Edna. I still feel like I am leaving someone out.

Firstly “TIME” does help with healing as I crawl my way back onto my path. I now walk with confidence that tomorrow is another day to deal with my emotions, which has become a daily process of acknowledging, receiving, feeling and releasing them. It is a very human problem to push them aside and hide them until we are forced to feel them again. I have learned it is better to get it over with and fill the void with LOVE. Let love in! Love of self, love of the memories, love for each moment I am living. Prayer & meditation have helped me and promising myself to live each day being as authentic and truthful to my journey helps keep me grounded.

Secondly, LOVE never fades for those we long to hold. Finding love, experiencing love and letting love go is the lesson we are here to experience. If love is the greatest feeling we can experience and fear the most profound opposite then I have learned my lessons. For to let love go one must conquer the fear and begin to live again. If we don’t, death will overcome our hearts and we will remain stagnant spiraling into non existence. Love is the answer to every question and the prize at the end of our journey. As I teeter on the edge of my journey I remind you to love your way and through TIME,

the future will prove the past!

Spring Forward,

Jacqueline

What is spirituality?

Spirituality is the soul’s search for God. It is connecting the human form to a higher dimensional being.

God, creator, source, whatever you want to call him/her/them, says we are made in their image. Genesis 1:26 “Let us make man (male & female) in our image, after our likeness; let them have dominion over…” Genesis 1:27 “Male and female he created them.” and Genesis 2:7 “and man (we) became a living creature.”

What image is God talking about? I believe it is the image of LOVE. Love is the greatest force, energy and expectation that we are to strive towards as a living creature. This is why in Matthew 22:37 of the new testament, Jesus took the 10 commandments and brought them down to two, “Love God with all your heart, soul and mind, this is the first and greatest commandment.” The second being “Love your neighbor as yourself. All the law and the prophets land on these two commandments.” Love is the image of which we as male & female are sent forth to create and experience life.

Love is the fractal that resides in us that is the God, source, creator part. Spirituality is the soul’s search for our creator. Once realized, it reaffirms that we do not need a priest, pastor or guru to connect us to our creator. Once we realize we possess Love, we can connect to the God fractal within us thus connecting to God. Love comes in different forms. Self love is the gratefulness we feel for our bodies, our time and our breath each day. Love for others is the action we put into caring, supporting and relating to others and spirituality is the heavenly love for our creator. It is this connection that reminds us we are not alone.

As a fractal of God, we can reside and acknowledge our greater self, mission and tribe through our spiritual connections. This happens when we bring down the many forms of love into our heart & soul, thus raising our vibrations. It is through the vibration of love that the God outside of us connects to the God within us. This is also the process of manifestation and creation of our hearts desires. It is here in this bigger picture, that we strive to attain and exist, as we live each day being bombarded by the lower frequency energies.

John 4:24 – “God is spirit and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth.”

If God is spirit we should be spiritual!

Sending LOVE to all of you,

Jacqueline

OUR WORLD

Today I took a leap of faith, faith in myself as a co-creator. Today I prayed, not for myself, but for you. I prayed as a God would for his creation, as a co-creator would for his world, and as a fellow human being would, wanting only the best for others.

I started my day with a vision of love. I prayed for you today because without love there is no thing substantial in this universe. Love is the glue, the consciousness that binds us and all things around us. In truth, without love there is no vision!

I prayed for you because whether you realize it or not, you are a part of my worldly existence. You play a role in the vast experiment we call life. Your decisions affect not only yourself but all those around you.

My vision of humanity is to be Human Strong! We are great creator beings, full of imagination and wonder. There is nothing we can not invent. Lets use this creative gift and build a world of Love. Humanity will rise against this manipulation/control and warfare/torture that surrounds us and we will accept the challenge to create the world we really want. A world that unites us instead of dividing us. We are a unique species. Lets create a world that is eager for peace and a future that exemplifies the qualities of this peace.

Let us be like the hiker teetering on a pathway that leads over the edge of a cliff, wanting only adventure and a new future, and take the leap of faith that brings us one step closer to achieving the world we really want.

Today I took this leap of faith, today I prayed for you!

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Reality Check

 

I send thoughts of loving compassion to all on earth as we traverse through these difficult times.

For those of you who do not know me, I am retired and my husband is a Paramedic with Windsor/Essex EMS service here in Ontario, Canada.

This is how my husband now has to work in order to protect himself from the Covid 19 virus pandemic. Please keep all health care workers in your prayers and follow all health Guidelines within your country.

Today I write for him! I love him and I want him to know I have his back. I too will practice social distance from all of our family ( 4 children & 6 grandchildren ) and our friends, too many to mention! I will have the washing machine ready for his arrival and a new set of clothes for him after he showers. I will prepare him a healthy dinner and remind him to take his vitamins. Mostly all day I will send him loving thoughts to protect him as he cares for all of his patients. Each day I know God has him in his care and I trust that!

As we teeter on the edge of yet another life event, I’m hoping that soon we will be able to retire to that piece of land up north on an inland lake and grow our own food, fish, swim and watch the stary night sky as we dream of spending the summers with our children and grandchildren.

Please feel free to leave comments of encouragement.

Sincerely, Jacqueline

Immeasurable Power of the Heart Way

Today is the ” One Year Anniversary” of my blog! It is also the 11th Anniversary of the death of our daughter Lisa. Another Painfully beautiful day. As my husband and I sit thinking of her and how fast the years have passed, I am reminded of the immeasurable power of the healing heart.

According to Alana Fairchild;

The heart has the power to heal in a way that the mind cannot undertstand. Do not allow your mind to distract or frighten you. You are a beautiful child of the universe and divine love lives within your heart. A willing heart is all you need to transform any situation that is troubling you. Recognizing this power does not evoke feelings of pressure or anxiety, but, rather of peace and joy. Let your heart feel the faith it needs to feel so that it can rest in joy. For when we heal ourselves we help heal all others.

As a way shower and lightworker in this world I would like to leave you with an affirmation from the Edgar Cayce Prayer Group:

“Mother/Father/God, we call upon your healing presence to calm the challenges that are currently facing the entire world. We ask that you help to stop the spread of the Coronavirus and bring healing to those who have been impacted by it. We pray for a greater awareness of your presence and ask for your assistance in understanding how each of us may be a channel of blessings to one another during this time. We pray for peace, healing, patience and an awareness of your spirit coming into the earth now.”